"Would you believe in my songs
if I gave them all to you?
I cant find the strength in my voice
to call you back and say that everything is bad without you
and I'm lost again, oh god believe I'm lost again."






can't even trust my own heart.

no more running, you're everything to me.

july.
i just wanna be meeeeee :(

Joke me something awful just like kisses
on the necks of "best friends"
We're the kids who feel like dead ends
And I want to be known for my hits, not just my misses
I took a shot and didn't even come close
At trust and love and hope.

still haven't found what i'm looking for

i love the foundation of this new life that i have built however i cant help but feel like i'm losing something instead of gaining everything.


i lack a certain serenity about me.


sleep is the only thing that can put these thoughts to rest, at least for tonight

sweet dreams.

what am i doing?

You can let me go but I promise I won't come back.

good mourning.